I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU;

{Wednesday, May 31, 2006}

Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree

Lime Tree (Doubt)
intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

you know, somehow, i find ^ extremely true :D

rahrah, competition coming.
and im not ready AT ALL.
like aft i take out my googles, im even more blind than a bat can.
my eyes are hurting now lah D:
AND I WANT MY BREATH BACK
yst i cannot breathe again.
so failure can.
and i cannot plunge :/
IM PATHETIC.
D: good thing there was no dan ba yst :D
trng today again.
lets see how i die again. ;D

oh fine, so im JEALOUS of her.
yeah, thats it.

ah shit, I SUCK.
oh i wish i can change that fact :/

[[5:24 PM;

{Tuesday, May 30, 2006}

booya

i wonder why life is so surprising and shocking at times.
its so full of shockingness that i cant get on terms with it.
especially when youre so angry with yourself.
very disappointed with myself can :/
what the freak lah, i suck so much and i cant accept it.
and another thing?
OTHER PEOPLE DONT SEEM TO SEE IT EITHER.
ah freak, and my moodswings are pissing even MYSELF off.
imagine how other people feel.
gosh.
thanks to all those who tried to cheer me up though :D
like at the tagboard and stuff
<<<< :D i was so angry at myself yesterday and today and everyday. went for trng yst. with the begginer class ~~theyre damn cute please~~, okay, thats NOT the point.
got the new swimming costumes and stuff.
seriousy, the blue CUM purple swimsuit SUCKS can.
so high plus the colour sucks can.
say blue not blue, purple not purple.
sigh, and all this NEW stuff only means i cant quit syncro.
and i realised something.
i not only want to quit it becase i dont like it.
i want to escape from her too.
i cant take it anymore lah, this is way too much, lady.
youre pissing me off day by day.
yes i know im lousy, im slow, im useless, but you dont have to brag and rub on it. you might be better than me, pro-er than me, faster than me. that doesnt mean you can put me down okay. im a girl with PRIDE okay, dont mess with me.
ugh.
and i knew that coach had high expectations of me, but i didnt know she expected SO highly of me.
i mean like i thought after i appeared so much worse than her, i thought coach gave up hope on me and wanted her.
but apparantly not.
she talked to me about her hopes for me and blah, and i felt really touched.
like SOMEONE actually thinks i can achieve so much? wow :O
i dont want to dissapoint her, but if i go on like this, im going to burst lah.
im NOT coping well with anything can.
and im so slow, and doing the duet, i have to catch up with her. and shes doing so well.
having more muscles than me and stuff.
and when she told me all the things, i CRIED.
omg, i dont know whats the freaking problem with me.
i should seriously stop being so freaking emotional. its EMBARRASING.
lucky i was wearing my googles.
and np is tiring me out, so are my studies.
ugh >:/
i cant take that much stress you know.
lets just see how things go?

today was supposed to be a HAPPY day okay.
apparantly it isnt.
went to shcool for that maths olympiad stuff.
it was plain shit and i guessed answer for like 99.9999999% of the test?
gosh lah.
i AM stupid >:/
i give up on maths, really.
especially this maths olympiad shit.

then went to fam lounge with maykun to entertain some moron and SYLVIA FOONG.
gosh, so rubbish.
i seriously shouldnt have stayed.
stayed to give a senior A SINGLE piece of paper, and to see that CI ROLL EYES AT US.
omg, so NOT worth it please.
i like wasted more that one hour of my life can.
ended up so pissed can.
and i dont even know why was i pissed at foong, but apparantly i was.
(yes, i know foong will be reading this)
then i came online, and she made me smile and laugh again.
omg, im feeling so dumb :/
i love ERICA ANG YI ZHI alotalot.
following me around the school, trying to catch up with me, trying HARD to make me smile to no avail.
she didnt really succeed in cheering me up, but the silent support she gave, it was enough.
you know seriously, i thought shell just ask me if i was pmsing ~~(like charlyne)~~ and leave me alone.
but she didnt (: THANK YOU ERICA!
I LOVE YOU NERD! :DD
you moronic UGH. omg, im so bloody pissed at you okay. i dont even care if you read this, because i want you to read this. you talk so much, talk so big, and yet, you did nothing can. you made me sound like a useless and stupid girl that doesnt know how to follow instructions can. FINE! so i dont know how to follow instructions, i dont know how to do anything right. then YOU know lah, you very SMART lah. like to correct my mistakes so much right? you take my place lah, so smart, YOU BE A IC LAH. you know how freaking difficult this is? you so smart you be lah. you only know how to correct mistakes, what about actually DOING it? and you freaking moronic woman, even using moronic is a honour to you already can. havent you ever heard of ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS? practise what you preach, moron.
and it was a total mistake trying to accept you. now i know that i havent hate the wrong person last time. YES, I HATED YOU, and now, i still do. what on earth was i thinking? thinking i could actually make a friend out of her? omg, who am i kidding?
a total mistake. im a total fool.
i sincerely hope you read this, read it and realise how irritated i am.
and stop pissing me off.
and sylvia, i have sincerly tried my eternal best to not curse.
this is the best i can do, especially when im so pissed.

my grandmother is being a pain in the neck.
i want to get out of this nightmare.
it is SO obvious she favours HIM, HIM who is a flirt.
and how old is he? NOT EVEN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
and he has a gf already.
omg lah.
and SHE kept going on like "wo de chris"
yaya, i got the point. he's yours, I WONT TOUCH HIM OKAY.
and everytime we quarrel, I DID NOT PICK THE FIGHT OKAY.
ugh.
how i wish im deaf

okay, on the happier tone (:
went to eunice's house yst :D
super fun! and FUNNY.
okay, maybe a little scary too?
heheh, reached there kind of late because of traffic jam :/
ohwells, by the time reached there, choryi was almost done with the thang? hehe
lazy me :/
i promise i'll put SOME work into it, SOME.
ya, then this sick little eunice showed us some super sick and hilarious sites.
omg, damn funny please.
talked alot too, like how choryi's father and nath conversed, and how she saw kelly portsher and her mother.
then watched cello.
seriously, this movie is damn shit.
and choryi was being REALLY funny too.
omg -ROFL
that woman in the movie SERIOUSLY needs some counselling.
GOSH
poor her, all her nightmares are coming true.
eh, eunice, I WANT SIMS2! i dont mind photoshop, choryi (:

oh and i watched XMEN!
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!
IT ROCKS HARD CAN
i know this is abit late to post about this, since i watched it like LAST WEEK?
hahaha
oh look!;

You scored as Storm. Storm is the seconday team leader of the X-Men.
She has a peaceful personality but must be careful since her emotions control her powers.
She loves gardening and is afaid of tight spaces.
Powers: Control of the Weather

Storm

70%

Jean Grey

70%

Wolverine

70%

Iceman

65%

Rogue

65%

Cyclops

65%

Gambit

60%

Emma Frost

60%

Beast

55%

Nightcrawler

40%

Colossus

35%

Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0
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team leader (:
i dont mind being jean or wolverine though, theyre damn hot please.
but i love rouge <333>:/
oh, and BOBBY WAS HOT! ;D
omg, and magneto was such a jerk.

i love nerd the most today.
thank you nerd, for being so understanding!
:D:D
okay foong, im done now (:
hahah, i still cant believe how EGO you are.
i like your new name :D
oh so lovable one! -rolls eyes like _______
ya, im rolling my eyes, literally
:D

[[3:54 PM;

{Thursday, May 25, 2006}

mixture of emotions

oh freak, today was SUCKY can.
somemore last day of school.
ugh >:/

first, reaching school and learning that that that two idiots did pissed me off, ALOT.
like okay, if people are like badmouth about other people, it can be called bitching.
but seriously, its just dislike.
whereas here, its these two, two UGH.
its like these two LOSERS gang up together to bitch about their BESTFRIEND?
omg please.
this isnt dislike, this is BACKSTAB.
and BACKSTAB people, is much worse.
:/ URGH.
sorry cassandra, i HAVE to do this
;)

then we did this rice THANG
and ours was super nice (:
so i was kind of happy? :D
hahh, stupid me.

then erm, we had recess.
practised shooting :D
and out of like 10 tries, i got only half in?
oh pathetic me.
but i was happy. so ya :D

then we watched this bollywood movie.
not like the whole thing somemore.
stupid can >:/
funnily, i liked it (:
stupid indesicive guy, left because of a woman.
but didnt want to take the woman with him.
WTH? ugh >:/
guys are plain jerks
just like magneto >>:/
good thing he died anyway (:

ugh, then aft school, train the sec ones.
WTF CAN
i was damn pissed can, and VERY HURT lah.
>:/
and EVERYTHING becomes my fault.
FINE LAH, EVERYTHINGS MY FAULT LOR.
IM STUPID, I SUCK
IM FIERCE, ITS MY FAULT THAT SHE SUCKS TOO.
wtf can.
fine lah, im fierce lah, FINE LAH.
theres nothing i can do about it anyway!
i was damn pissed at her please.
she say until like she's so bloody pro like that.
like shes the bloody best, and she wont make any mistakes like that.
in fact, she doesnt know the thang at all.
of course i was pissed, she was there so confident like she's the best.
of course our expectation is high, and then she gives us some SHIT.
wtf can.
and then i scolded her for something (i forgot) then she starts crying
then EVERYTHING becomes my fault.
the fact that im fierce is my fault.
the fact that im loud is my fault
the fact that she's boastful yet she doesnt fucking know anything is my fault
the fact that i got pissed with her because i hate boastful people who actually dont know anything becomes my fault.
FINE
EVERYTHING'S MY FAULT
i am held SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR IT.
fine. happy now?
and then i got FUCKINGLY BLAMED for everything
i mean its my fault right?
so i get blamed! FINE.
it all makes sense doesnt it.
even the part where you comfort her and never realise how hurt I was.
and YOU dont even fuckingly know what is going on, and you blame me.
youre NEVER realise when people get hurt do you?
you never realise how much i wanted to just leave and never see you again.
you never realise how much i wanted to just burst out in tears.
YOURE NEVER TEND TO REALISE ALL THIS.
maybe its because i suck and no one even cares to care about me.
she can cry, you think i CANT?
fine, i was fierce, but does it all have to be MY FAULT?
you know how BLOODY HURT i was.
youre will never realise do youre.
FINE! go on, hate me
i dont give a damn anyway.
and you have HELL LOT OF REASON TO HATE ME TOO.
like how i made your BELOVED AIC CRY
like how FIERCE i am.
like how maybe one day i'll become the next __y
like how the whole world hates me too.
and seriously, i dont mind.
i hate myself too.
i think i suck big time.
and YOU think sorry can solve everything now?
let me tell you something, im HURT.
its not a joke anymore.
im hurt deep down inside, and i bet you dont even fucking care.
you think its funny? you think its FUN to scold me
you think its fun to make me cry and get hurt?
oh forget it, go to your beloved sec one.
she's better than me.
i suck, everythings my fault.
just let me cry and die.
maybe i should just be like v.hew(no offense to you whatsoever) and not care about anything.
WHAT was i thinking anyway, thinking that i can help them?
what a joke, now everyone hates me.
yeah, thats right, the price of being a busybody.
yes, thats what i am.
and seriously, its no fun being a busybody at all.
trying to help, WHO AM I KIDDING?
gawd.

oh, God.
i promised you i'll post about you if i get my wallet.
and i did.
thank you oh Lord (:
but can you help me with THIS?
i dont think anything can.
oh freak.

i feel so alone, no one to turn to.
no one to tell how i feel.
i think i need a doll, a doll i can talk to.
a doll that wont say anything out.
yes, i need a doll.
i trusted you almost like the most in this THANG.
but you were the one that cut me the most.
hurt me the most.
you made me feel so useless, so empty.
so sucky.
i suck anyway.
yeah, just leave to die and rot.
how i wish dying was that easy

[[11:01 PM;

{Wednesday, May 24, 2006}

How to make a karon

Ingredients:

5 parts mercy

3 parts brilliance

3 parts leadership

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

LUSTFULNESS? hahh!
BRILLIANCE! you see that? BRILLIANCE!

[[11:57 PM;

{Monday, May 22, 2006}

loved <3

hah! im VERY happy, again! :D
im not angry at my group le, IM VERY PROUD OF THEM
they got the reporting format correct (:
yay yay yay! (:
I LOVE IGNITE!
eh, waiteng was missing? haha!

went to little india today (:
super fun! :D
hah, TEO IS MINE!
GO AWAY, CHARLYNE! :D
-tries to shoo charlyne away
SHOOSHOOSHOO
eh, and teo, dont be so FICKLE!
youre mine! muwhahah
:D

i tell you, the indian food was SO HORRIBLE, i wanted to puke.
plus it was BLOODY spicy.
and sylvia was still happily eating away :/
ugh
took alot of photos today! :D
yay yay.
take until cam no battery can. woah, my cam sucks lah :/

then my group meet up aft school.
im very happy that all of them came, except waiteng.
oh, and that peiwei, ABIT LATE LAH HUH.
then drill them for reporting until like siao.
i was very mean and fierce, i know.
sorry lah D: im just too impatient
i suck lah, i know D:
seriously, i love my group alot more now (:
unlike janice, the group only ONE sec one turn up can
pity her lah (: heheh.
IGNITE ROCK ON! :D
oh yes, our group name got accepted too!
oh shiat, we drill the reporting so much, i forgot to discuss the OTHER THANGS D: boo hoo.
oh nevernmind

i shall listen to foong and not be fierce anymore
actually im not THAT fierce lor, its just that i have a BAD temper and im VERY impatient.
i promise EVERYONE i will not be fierce on wednesday :D
yesyes, i will not be the bad guy
(:
hahh, foong rocks :D

teo rocks too, charlyne too, and a WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE
i love my class LOADS today.
hahh, cheered me up SO MUCH lah! :D
i love you all!

oh shucks, foong, the pass it on song is stuck in my head

lalala, foong is comical!
and im glad im in 2p :D
IGNITE! :D
FOONG! TEO! :D

[[5:29 PM;

{Saturday, May 20, 2006}

fake

just came back from tm.
and i realised how popular CROCS is (:
i still dont understand why my mum quit, she was so magnificent.
i guess she really must HATE her working enviroment.
i counted like TWENTY FOUR pairs of crocs?
just from one simple trip to tm, how cool is that.
and i bet there are still like more i missed.
the eleventh pair belonged to a old man outside macs
the thirteenth pair belonged to a woman who looked really mean
the seventeenth pair belonged to a cute little girl and it was fushia cayman
the twentythird and twetyforth pair belonged to two different people from different family with the same colour - sea blue
i dont understand why people buy cayman, its so bloody hot!
ya, anyway, i love crocs and im proud of it.
i glad it has come such a long way :D
although i think they should hire another designer, now even the thongs colour combination is bad :/

went to watch over the hedge with jacqueline! (:
it is SUPERB and it rocks so much :D
i still cried. oh man, why am i so emotional?
i hate it when i cry like this, its so embarrasing!
oh well, jacq has seen me cry ALOT of times, hah, so its okay (:
and i proclaim that today's popcorn was the BEST IVE EVER EATEN :D
omg, so hot and sweet and crispy! :D
rocksrocksrocks!

then i had to go and meet my parents.
went to eat, super nice (:
but still end up scolded, DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT LAH.

now im home! (:
with work to do :/
darn that jtc. >:(

stop being a fake like the pirated cds
and its no longer funny.
stop treating it like a joke, because its not.
and i got enough of you treating everything like a joke.
life IS NOT a joke
and you want to keep treating it as a joke, go on
i wont even give a damn anyway.

i love jacq the most today, cheering me up.
and trying her best to humour me.
(: laughing like a crazy woman because i wasnt laughing much.
:D
and seriously, we could have ~~sneak~~ got into davinci code lah
when we reached the counter, the man was like "davinci code?"
and we looked at each other, ready to burst out in laughter.
but i decided to go ahead with the plan and watch over the hedge :D
and i didnt regret it!
stop asking why i never went ahead to watch it, i have no intention of watching it whatsoever.
i think its a SUPER BORING movie and it'll probably bore me to sleep.
and i dont like tomhanks anyway. :/
and jacq tried SO hard, yet im still sad.
ugh, i hate myself.

i love jacq truckloads!
and thanks for trying to cheer me up, shirley and porrrk, (:
i love you all alot! :D
hahah, FOONG!

[[9:56 PM;

uselessness

I HATE JTC.
seriously, and what are the seniors THINKING?!
omg lah, putting me in that GROUP?
what is their problem?
cant they see that i will kill ALL of them at the end of the camp?
or even, DIE MYSELF?
ughhh.
and the two most dreaded secones that i dont want in my group are inside!
OMG CAN. uuuuggggggghhhhhhh
and im the group ic, and my aic DOESNT KNOW THE REPORTING THANG
si the ci kept "SAMULA"ing, UGH
and that stupid WOMAN, refuse to come for activity, like wth lah.
you might want to quit np, but now, YOURE STILL IN IT, you loser.
ugh, and like i bet backwoodsman is going to be TOTAL shit, looking at the people.
and i have yet decided the backwoodsman menu.
RAH
and the group id, and SO MANY OTHER THANGS LAH
>:/
what stupid shit.
and i was BLOODY PISSED yesterday lah >:/

and trng was SHIT again.
i was having a TERRIBLE headache, coughing non-stop
and i thought i was going to die, AGAIN
and YOUYOUYOU!
OMG, i warned you already okay.
and im not going to bother to type this is small font anymore, IM SO BLOODY PISSED at your bo-chup-ness and still expect EVERYTHING to end up well.
wtf, dont make me slap you.
stop complaining and think youre the only being tortured, the only in pain, the only one tired.
YOU ARE NOT THE WORST KID ON EARTH OKAY, you moron.
you want to fcukingly complain to some people, im telling you IM NOT ONE TO COMPLAIN TO!
i was so in pain, so hurt, my knees are in pain, i have a headache, and my everywhere is ACHING.
but do you see me complaing? NO!
instead i was there PRACTISING AND WORKING hard, so that SOMETHING will come out of all these stupid trngs.
ive got enough of you okay.
ENOUGH! you idiot moronic bitch.
leave me alone and stop pretending that youre the worst girl in the WHOOOLLLEE universe.

and i was bloody dissapointed with myself.
i suck so bloody much and i think i should dig a hole and hide inside it forever.
im a useless idiot and i suck.
i am not a natural and no matter how much hard work i put in, i suck
>:/

omg, i feel like crying D:

life is unfair.
i hate life, and i wish for it to stop, if only dying was easy.
OMG, the dying part of me is here to dominate me again!
i must eliminate it D:

oh, and i was so bloody pissed on friday.
with them too.
idiots, what did God give them a brain for? a mouth for?
i think their squad sucks.
to think that i thought my squad sucks.
i think it ROCKS LOADS
and i love it oh-so-much.
and im telling you, waiteng, YOU BETTER NOT PON JTC OKAY.
just think of me and PITY me, please.
i beg you!
-goes down on my knees
PLEASE

ugh, i feel so sad please.
D:
aahhhhh, someone whom i can talk to, COME ONLINE!
please x(
omg, i feel like crying again.

eh, foong (:
you wonderful COS
dont get too stressed out, and dont snap at people :/
we love you alot and believe you can do it!
and remember, when things get rough
WE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU! :D:D

[[12:46 PM;

{Tuesday, May 16, 2006}

comfortably numb

ugh, i hate life.
i think it sucks.
i think i suck.
i think i need a break for all these.
THANK GOODNESS HOLIDAYS ARE COMING

omg, yesterday's trng was one of the most ENERGY DRAINING ones lah.
and i was cursing away and i was so bloody irritated.
ugh.
I HATE MYSELF.
and i mean like, we practise until so bloodaye hard, die so many times,
FOR WHAT?
i bet we wont even get anything from that DUMB competition that is too DUMB lah >:/
i seriously feel like quiting.
i mean like i cant cope with studies, im dying, im SLOW.
im so useless please, and i clearly am not BORN to be a syncronised swimmer please.
UGH >>:/
especially if i get NOTHING out of this
i think i'll very much like to be solo, SERIOUSLY.
i mean, that way there will be noone to catch up with, no one to compare with, and no one to be irritated at >:/
it will be much better off for pris too, im like PULLING her down alot.
and i hate the stares her father gives :x

i tell you ah, stop irritating me okay.
im going to burst already, working so hard and there you are, slacking away.
ya, i know im lousy, im slow, so i have to practise.
you can help by not distracting me, telling me what you cannot do, when you clearly can do it so much better than me.
i mean seriously
its too much okay, im going to kill you if this continues.
and you wont like it when i turn nasty
and if you cannot do something properly, practise! no use staring at other people.
its not going to help you improve your skills.
and stop going so fast, and when the coach scold me, you give that innocent face and say sorry, like you'll slow down like that, then later you go like a rocket again.
stop it okay
its irking me alot, and i feel like slapping you.
and dont always give me that pathetic look, you want to compare? i give you mine and stop acting pathetic too.
and im doing my best already lor, no matter what youre say, i know IM doing my best,going as fast as i can, chiong-ing and dying.
i put in all my effort already okay, whether you can recognise it anot, i dont give a damn anymore.
im just so tired.
oh, you can ignore all those above, no use squinting all your eyes to see me vent my anger.
and im not afraid she will read it. she doesnt even come here, and even if she does, she'll be too busy to care about it.

today was okay .. until after recess.
recess we played, in the rain! :D
nice (:

walau, then after recess, i got so .. i dont know lah, pissed?
and frustrated.
i was damn stressed out lah, and i dont know why.
i felt like crying please. >:(
i hate life. x(
stupid science worksheet.
shannen, its okay, it isnt your fault!

and i was so pissed, i thought i will be pissed during np
but i wasnt! (:
yayness
i was proud of myself :D
heheh.
i still hate drills though >:/
omg lah, precamp this friday.
and i'll probably mess up reporting AGAIN.
and if i end up in a shit group, i will seriously burst.
like her
omg lah, i mean im trying to accept her now, but to spend 3 days with her?
SAME GROUP?
i'll faint, seriously.
oh, and tomm and thurs, we have the shouting command thang.
im going to shout on thurs
and it'll be so weird please.
i reckon erica will be chosen (:
STUPID NERD HAS A LOW AND LOUD VOICE. :D
heheh.

today was a lousy day, and i reckon tomm will be too x(

oh let my spirits rest

[[9:43 PM;

{Sunday, May 14, 2006}

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.

And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...

Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.

You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

you know, i should really do these kind of things more often to know myself better. i didnt know i should be a poet, i found poetry boring! hrmm oh, and my irish name is Eva Browne, isnt that cool? (:

[[11:17 AM;

{Saturday, May 13, 2006}

thanks to shirley (:

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Karon!

You can tell if karon has been hard-boiled by spinning her. If she stands up, she is hard-boiled.
Karon has three eyelids.
India tested its first nuclear karon in 1974.
Karon can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid!
Karon was banned from Finland because of not wearing pants.
The ace of spades in a playing card deck symbolizes karon!
The only Englishman to become karon was Nicholas Breakspear, who was karon from 1154 to 1159.
The pupil of an octopus's eye is shaped like karon.
Karon was declared extinct in 1902.
If you blow out all the candles on karon with one breath, your wish will come true.

i was EXTINCT? :O
foong has 7 chromosomes and CANNOT BURP :D
so cute (:
"Ideally, charlyne should be stored on her side at a temperature of 55 degrees" omg, charlyne's HOT! (:

[[3:49 PM;

what a beautiful disaster

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO
i finally got your present! (:

i went out yesterday
ate at swensons! :D omg, i love swensons (:
and i finally ate icecream
have been urging for it since IDONTKNOWWHEN!
(: i love icecream
and i bought teo's present too!
gave me an headache, ~~and cost me a bomb.~~
omg, her present so cute! :D

oh my mum came back, with a whole stack of dvds WAITING FOR ME! (:
yeah man, but the big teevee broke down D:
pathetic

i hate geography and i havent even started.
oh how much do i suck D:
and i dont know how to do it, with all the BIG CHUNKS OF INFORMATION.
and MISSING info from someone
walau lah, put in some effort can

it all just slipped away

[[3:18 PM;

{Thursday, May 11, 2006}

i hope you realise
you say you're sorry,
Thinking it is OK
That I'll just forgive you,
And happy things we'll say.

But you were totally wrong,
Your mind is not in the correct frame.
You hurt me much too deep,
And I my feelings for you will never be the same.

Before all these,
We were so close.
But now we lost all that,
Treating each other like foes.

Those words were so harsh,
I cannot believe you said to me,
And the pain in my eyes,
Is so visible to see.

You kept saying things,
Making it seem like it's my fault.
The things you say,
Hit me like thunder bolt.

I admit I may be at wrong at some points,
But you cannot deny that you did wrong,
And say this broken friendship,
Is broken because of me alone.

And the tears in my eyes coming down like rain,
That stained my face,
Were from the hurtful words,
You said that placed my heart more out of place.

And each time I think of these,
I break down and cry.
Hiding and screaming into pillows,
Feeling like I could just die.

I cannot bear to think about this,
Yet I can't just push it away,
And these are the only words,
That I have left to say.

Stop trying to pretend that we’re still fine,
And get out of my face,
You have torn me apart,
Caused another empty space.

You have made me break,
And made things much worse for me,
You just made it so much more difficult,
For me from this hurtful course to be free.

So please stay away,
And stop making my life like a roller-coaster.
Leave me alone,
Or I'll start hitting you with the bolster.

copyrighted karon 2005

[[11:41 PM;

the contridictions
ahh, science is horrible and confusing and shitty
i dont know what the freakhell is going on anymore and i dont bother to know anymore either :/
and i just as i thought that ms lee was boring enough, mrs ong is worse >:|
can literally SLEEP in her lessons can x(
and speak so soft! doesnt she know i have EARSHIT?
-laughs
omg, influenced by foong :/

history was as usual plain RUBBISH, i mean how can history test set by LAIPECKEE be not rubbishy right
source based was like WTH lah, and i dont know who the freakling hell was nadra shit
until aft the test, and asking around, i realised it was the malay name for maria.
ugh
i didnt have time anyway, so its okay

SL had her lessons today, so scary lah.
i tell you, she HATES me, BIASED FREAK
ya, and bball was only 12 mins or smth around there
hehhs, and i still cant shoot, how pathetic.

i think all girls in st.nicks secondary two are all going to break down at a point.
so many projects and tests!
ARE THEY TRYING TO MURDER US? omg lah x(

at the breaking point, at the tipping point

[[9:21 PM;

{Wednesday, May 10, 2006}

hey, im sorry okay.
i didnt mean to be a bigmouth, didnt mean to break my promise.
i know ive done wrong,
and im sorry.
i will be more careful with what i say next time okay.
dont be angry!
sorry, foong

[[9:42 PM;

{Tuesday, May 09, 2006}

the heartbreakers
omg lah, can she just stop treating me as if i STALK her just like what she's doing now.
she think i what. CRUSH HER MEH. know everything about her. like WHAT SHAMPOO AND SOAP SHE USE, WHAT TIME SHE SLEEP, AND BLAHBLAH SHIT. omg can.
ugh
irritating lah, and i dont even know her please. like just because we UNFORTUNATELY know the same friend, and she know that i know SYLVIA FOONG who is HER sister. started to talk to me like im a stalker just like her. what the shit.
seriously, she ask me questions as if im her PARENTS of something :/ walau, irritating can. GO AWAY LAH. you should go and dig a hole and jump into it and die and ROT. or decompose. UGH.
and im not in a bad mood okay. I DID IT WITH AN INTENTION OKAY. why would i be angry for no reason? of course its because you are FREAKLING IRRITATING and i will BOX you if you continuue bugging me.
I DONT KNOW HER THAT WELL OKAY.
i only love her sister and have NOTHING to do with HER!
OMG, i hope you read this okay, and stop treating me like a piece of information, asking me WEIRD questions like WHY IS SHE SO HOT WHEN SHE PLAY BBALL.
I DONT KNOW! ~~i look hot too, you dont ask!~~
okay, that was UNESSASARY and UNTRUE
ugh
ugh
ugh
OMG LAH.
>:|
GO AWAY FLY AWAY CRAWL AWAY, whatever you do, keep away from me, you freak

i was being so evil, and i actually hacked into her account.
how smart can i be? :D
her password is so easy please.
yuck, keep away from stnicks, you freak.
and i asked HER to ask her to stop talking to me.
apparantly, she listened to her crush and stopped BOTHERING me. :D
SHE SHOULDNT BE LET INTO OUR SCHOOL.
she said she always come and see HER play ( and not me )
and how hot she is.
wth lah, A PLAIN ACT OF STALKING. and its digusting! :/
i shall stop being a mean lady and stop talking about her.

and SHIRLEY, i knew today will be a bad day :/
4 ROUNDS CAN.
pissed pissed pissed. and shes BIASED LAH.
she hates me lor :/
shout KARON! so loudly please. OMG :/
aaaaaaahhhhhhh
want to scream lah
BOX HER AND HOPE HER TEETH DROP.
stupid woman.

and i had no time for bball today
because those chi bao mei shi zuo people wanted to brief us on SOME SHIT THING which i conviniently forgot.
DRILLS AH, I HATE DRILLS CAN.
oh yay, i passed (: SO HAPPY
NO NEED TO GO THROUGH ALL THAT TRAUMATISE AGAIN! :D
i think if i failed, i will faint and never wake up can.

okay, maybe today's not the WORST DAY.
considering my results :D
YAY FOONG, I DONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT ANYMORE!
and probably die along too.
eh, squad, JIAYOU! :D
okay, that was damnit random, but i felt that it is needed :D

I DONT SPEAK AH LIAN OKAY, WHOEVER YOU ARE. and i dont keep using sms lingo can.
so stop saying it! I'LL BOX YOU AND YOUR TEETH WILL DROP OUT.
i type out the WHOLE WORD okay. dont be stupid and irritating like THAT girl.

STOP BOTHERING ME OKAY. i dont stalk her like you do

[[9:23 PM;

{Monday, May 08, 2006}

let's face it, it matters

does this ^ look familier to you, jiamin?

omg, reading the convers gets had with sylvia at her blog. super funny please.
and now im like laughing stupidly infront of the comp like an idiot.
:D

then i went to get's friend blog and saw this stupid woman jumping.
haha, stupid woman!
WITH WHITE UNDIES!
-laughs
nice form of amusement (:
okay, i feel guilty, shouldnt be doing this, really.

ya, anyway, that irritated face behind was being super irritating today can.
walau, PMS lah she!
>:/
huitung didnt come today, neither did eunice.
peiwen left halfway too, everyone's falling sick x(
even me. IM RECOVERING THOUGH! :D
YAYeeeeeeeee

today geography was super boring please.
if i wasnt reply joanne's letter, i swear i would have fallen asleep.
YEAH JOANNE, I LOVE THE LETTER WRITTEN TO YOU.
SUPER LONG AND NICE PLEASE :D
hahah.
anyway, back to the super boring lesson.
half of the class sleeping + the other quater not paying attention + yet another quater confused = one INEFFICIENT teacher. >:/
but she's leaving, i kinda feel sad?
i mean she's the only teacher that doesnt give a damn when she clearly knows im writing a letter.
but she really sucks, just like ms lee who is leaving :D
ms lee: wow, we completed 4 chapt in 50 mins!
yuqing: ya, with half of the class sleeping
me : and the other half confused.
ms lee: but why are youre sleeping?

omg lah, doesnt she know the OBVIOUS answer?
she is so boring that it seems like lullaby to us so we fell asleep! DUMB.

bball was scary today.
for a moment i couldnt breathe and i seriously thought i was going to die.
i was so scared lah x(
and i want yuqing in my team!
x(
hahah
but my teamates were great :D
i still dont understand why they dont like black
HRMM.

stupid!
i have a feeling tomm will be a sucky day x(

aft school i went to eat macs with TESSA!
omg, and we laughed so much!
till my stomache hurts like DONT KNOW WHAT.
and my diaphram HURTS EVEN MORE.
ouch.
but i really love laughing with tessa, and so love never talk to her already!
x(
it was super funny please. and i even got of the chair many times because i couldnt stand it.
and PORRK, you have more abs than me! :D
oh, and i saw that irritating boy again.
like whats his problem, always come one.
and i realized he looked like __
walau lah! UGHHHH

i love tessa porrrk the most today
making me laugh, and squating on the floor, laughing like an idiot.
saying i looked like cruela (sp?!) which made me squat again
cheering be up, and relieving me from stress.
and made my jaw so tired from laughing
and made me scared of drinking because if i drink when i laugh, the thing will go up to my nose.
and making me do something i love, which i have not don for quite awhile now.
LAUGH! :D

i seriously should not be doing this now. so much work, SO LITTLE TIME!

[[5:49 PM;

{Sunday, May 07, 2006}

WORKERS PARTY

im really pissed at someone, im not telling who but yes, im very irritated at her now.
maybe im being plain paranoid, but its really irritating me, her attitude and all.
i mean, i already try my best to help you, to go along with you.
and youre not putting in all lor. so obvious please.
i dont care whether you win anymore, i really dont care anymore. i dont even care if you get scolded can. and i dont care whether you can do it. go on and embarrass yourself lah! i ve helped you so much and you dont appreciate at all, you dont even CARE to put in effort. what more do you want me to do?! and you reading this, havent you got anything better to do than to squint your tiny eyes to read this when you know its not for you
andi swear im not pms-ing, CHARLYNE and ERICA

trng wasnt as bad. infact it was okay
although i still messed up.
i seriously suck so much.
thank goodness no trng tomm nor on wed, i think i'll cough out BLOOD if this continues.

im supposed to be doing the geog project now.
but theres so much to compile! :/ hahah
ILL TRY MY BEST :D

[[9:37 PM;

how embarrasing can it get when you go out with your mum?

how true can this get? very true :D

Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organised
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive
Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticising
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and travelling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic

Virgo
Turn ons
Virgo`s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults so if you have a Virgo partner emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.
Turn offs
Do not push a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo`s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.

i started to laugh alot, and realise theres alot of things about myself that i dont know (:
like how im secretive and sexy?!
and how im supposed to be quiet but talk well, which is absolutely false, im NOISY and dont talk well at all when im supposed to.
and how im supposed to do work WELL and how clever and knowledgeable i am.
and do i show emotions? hrmm.
i must reach deeper into myself and find the CLEVER and KNOWLEDGEABLE me.
hahh.

going to go for trng soon .. and i'll probably mess up AGAIN.
ugh.
i seriously dont feel like going, and its at SSS today!
like wth.

i havent done ALOT of things yet.
and i dont know how can i be SYSTEMATIC when im such a procrastinator.
haiya.

i am a good friend

[[12:10 PM;

{Saturday, May 06, 2006}

another 20 people
1.jiamin
2.grace
3.eunice
4.choryi
5.yuqing
6.charlyne
7.regina
8.megan
9.huizhen
10.foong
11.teo
12.erica
13.cheryl
14.sining
15.karchian
16.huixian
17.tessa
18.joanne
19.suwenn
20.cassandra
1. have u ever had a crush on 7? haha :D
2. what would u do if 16 suddenly hugged u? :O
3. what would your reaction b if 20 and 5 went out together? yuing and cassandra?!?!4. describe 10. she rocks alot, and she's the love of my life and i love her LOADS
5. what is the first thing u would do if u realised tat u've fallen in love wif 8? omg, how can i love her? SO TALL
6. if 1 nvr existed, how would u feel? I'LL BE DEPRESSED!
7. if u realised tat 4 had encountered wif an accident, what is the first thing u would do? I'LL CRY! my patient! :D
8. would u nvr try to flirt wif 13? she broke my heart please.
9. would 2 and 9 make a gd couple? they ARE. hahaha
10. what is first reaction if u saw 14 kiss 19? :O cherly will be heartbroken
11. what is your first impression of 3? so cute! :D
12. would u nvr fall in love wif 11? i AM in love with her <3
13. do u think 6 is hot? YESSS
14. have u ever fantasized abt 15? her funny hair? hahah
15. what would u do if 17 confessed to u? :O super shocked please. ahhaha
16. name some of 18 likes. hockey, bball, AND HER PARTN! :D
17. 12 is homosexual. agree? yes! hahah, joking :D
18. have u ever had a dream abt 1? yes! and it was stupid xP
19. would there b any chance tat 2 and 16 would marry in the future? YA RIGHT. the two huixians, if they do, they'll probably end up quarrelling everyday! :D
20. did u ever receievd any presents from 10 b4? hrmm,
21. use a superhero name to describe 4. sanji?super FAKE BOOBS! to the rescue!
22. three adjectives to describe 11. i love her hair, she rocks, i love her alot! :D
23. have u ever tot abt going out wif 20? yes! and go crazy?
24. name some of 15 personality traits. mysterious? hahah
25. name the numbers of the people u think would end up in the newspapers in the future. 5, singapore's best female body-builder! ahahha :D

[[1:30 PM;

THE FAST PACED SOCIETY

THE twenty people (:
Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top
of your head. Ready, 123 GO!

#1.jiamin
#2.eunice
#3.grace
#4.choryi
#5.yuqing
#6.regina
#7.megan
#8.charlyne
#9.huizhen
#10.karchian
#11.foong
#12.erica
#13.porlin
#14.sining
#15.cheryl
#16.gets
#17.joanne
#18.shirley
#19.teo
#20.huixian

Complete the following questions:

1. How did you meet 14? TWOPEE
2.What would you do if you will never meet 1
again?I THINK I WILL DIE x( she rocks it :D
3.What would you do if 2o and 9 dated? i'll be their consellour because they'll probably end up punching each other everyday
4. Did you ever like 19? I LOVE HER ALOT <3
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? ya, joanne
will be the guy (:
6. Describe 3. SUPER FUNNY :D
7. Do you think 8 is attractive? YESSSSXZZZZ
8. Tell me about 7. shes too tall
9. Do you know any of 12's family? hrm, she told
me about them?
10. What's 8's favourite person? jiamin?
11. What will you do if 18 just confessed he/she
likes you? i'll roll on the floor and laugh until my
teeth drop
12. What language does 15 speak? shakespearen?
13. Who is 9 going out with? grace? :D
14. How old is 16? 13+
15. When's the last time you talked to 13? today,
she talks so much lah
16. Wat's 2 favourite band/singer? clickfive (:
17.Would you ever date 4? she had gillian already?
18.Would you ever date 7? she's too tall for me lah
19.Is 15 single? no, she's got sining (:
20.Whats 10's last name?? KOH!
21. Ever have a serious relationship with 11? YES,
she is mine! muwhahah
22.What school does 3 goes to? st nicks!
23. Where does 6 live? bishan.
24.What's your favourite thing about 5? her yellow
chalk? no lah, I DONT KNOW?
25. Have you seen 1 naked? she wont let me see
ANYWAY, hahah

yesterday we had one and a half hour off our school hours because our school was used for a polling site.
they should do it more often! :D
then we will have more OFF school hours. YESssxxxzzzz
oh so gay

anyway, friday was npcc day
it was sweaty, as usual (LIKE WHEN IS IT NOT IN FULL-U?) but it wasnt as sweaty as i expected :D
math was again, not as difficult as i expected.
but with the careless character of me? UGH.
then we had to write a chinese compo on FATHER'S WRINKLES?!
like write a compo of 350 words of FATHER'S WRINKLES?
wth.
omg lah.
AND REGINA CAN STILL WRITE 7PAGES OF FATHER'S WRINKLES?
like wth.
and my father doesnt even have wrinkles please.

aft school went to eunice's house.
i love her house! :D so nice please!
and so is her mum, seriously.
POTATO CHIPS AND LOTS OF FOOD! :D
hahaha, really fun!
WITH THAT SUPER FUNNY SONG.
omg, i had a stomacheache from laughing please
:D

i was so high when i came home! :D
but i only just reach home when i need to go for swimming again.

swimming was horrible aft not going for swimming on wed x(
i forgot all the moves! and she changed our positions somemore. so confusing please.
AND IT WAS SO BREATHLESS.
i think i would have drowned!
ugh.
i think im going to die tomm too.
plus tomm at sss too. UGH

and after swimming, i became so erm, LOW? hahaha

and now i cant hear properly.
and soon we'll need to swim w/o googles which will make me blind
then soon, i'll loose all my six senses (: (SIX)
and it'll only be a matter of time before i die.
oh wait, im already dead :/

everyday is just another bad day for me

[[10:07 AM;

{Thursday, May 04, 2006}

all this is just so tiring

yesterday i had my napfa five items which made me VERY tired.
17IPU
1114STR (around there)
50SITUPS
157SBJ
47cm SITANDREACH
i tried so hard, and i got very pissed too.
but overall, im glad i got GOLD.
as in like YESsss. one more year closer to the fouryear gold award (:
but i CANNOT say im happy with my results.
because im not. but what can i do?

and now, im sick, and i feel TERRIBLE.
ugh x(
i feel like chopping off my nose, its so irritating!
ughhh
i hate being THIS sick. it sucks, ALOT.
x((

anyway, today we had the usual boring lessons BLAHBLAH.
then comes BBALL (:
and why do all of them like to choose white? hrmm. (:
huizhen didnt play today, she decided to be a good girl and stay in class to study.
we went to the bball court to find SL's class having PE.
and she caught cassandra they all for bringing food out of canteen.
what rotten luck.
i brought food out too, but luckily, regina warned me.
and stephy was there! so my food was SAFELY in her hands (:

math olympiad is just as boring and shity as ever.
but theres always irritated face and charlyne to bring up the spirits.
okay, so maykun didnt really.
instead, she was being IRRITAED that me and charlyne were non-sense (:
how IRRITATING can she get?
cassandra wasnt with us because she wanted to go to her BELOVED cca.
like SERIOUSLY.
then someone came to sit.
and i DO NOT like her. i repeat, DO NOTTTT
yuckyuckyuck please.
she is a disgusting woman that thinks she's sexy.
EE-ER.
anyway, i got pissed halfway through.
and VERY PISSED INDEED.
i dont know what came over me, maybe i went mad, BUT IT WASNT PMS OKAY.
why does the whole wide world thinks im PMS-ing?
WTH.
erica thinks i pms, now CHARLYNE thinks i pms.
UGH. i was not okay.
i apoligize for being angry, BUT I WAS NOT PMS-ING!

ANYWAY
npcc day tomorrow, and it means A BAD DAY!
it means disaster and alot of SWEAT
full-u + stand for the whole assembly listening to some SHIT = ALOT OF SWEAT + no concentration for math test = bad results = npcc's fault.
see how it all links?
UGHH.
i seriously dont want to wear full-u.
and report at 645!!!
like wth. WTH. do they know where in singapore do i live?
TAMPINES!
walau lah.
WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO!
and let me tell you a little DIRTY secret : I HAVE NOT WASHED MY BLOUSE NOR MY SOCKS!
wth lurhhh. >:|
very irritating indeed, and only can change at recess! so i have to sit in class with that HORROR uniform which is so uncomfortable till recess, and that includes my math test.
how can it be any worse?
UGHH.

lets talk about HAPPIER things.
school will end at 1 TOMORROW!
((: YESsss.
but that also means i may have to go home myself WITH the uniform.
ugh. its supposed to be a GOOD thing!
okay, neverNmind (:

i seriously need THAT one week of total rest.
like stop time or something

[[8:11 PM;

{Tuesday, May 02, 2006}

i seriously can't take this anymore
cant i just DIE and forget everything,
and start over?

today was one of the most confusing days.
like all the maths.
and all the science.
doesn't the teacher know we're like RUBBER BANDS?
that will BREAK if overstretched?
ugh
to think that there will be a math test next week on EXPENSION.
like wth. i dont get it at all lah.
ughhhh
i think i should dig a BIG HOLE for myself in the ground and hide in it until all these stress are over .. and BLAHBLAH.
YESsssss.
i will do it (:

bball was horrid please.
i realise i can intercept, and defend, but CANNOT SHOT NOR PASS TO OTHER PEOPLE!
so imagine me intercepting,getting the ball, then LOOSE the ball to the opposing team AGAIN, and the cycle continues.
omg, i suck so much!
and someone wanted to play too. looking for regina hurh.
i think she crush regina lah.
lol
and cassandra gladly and politely chased her away. hahah
yuqing was supposed to have a sprained leg!
and she was just like her normal self, running around, JUMPING AROUND.
like WOAH.
your injured, YUQING!
hahah, and it was really irritating because shes so good and not in my team.
oh wells.

had math olympiad today.
which was so boring, confusing and BANGSAI-Y.
like wth, he was down there bang sai-ing in front, writing some SHIT on the board, and with his TWINNYWINNY handwriting and his oh-so-soft-sissy voice.
bangsai=shit
shit+shithandwriting+soft voice = 4 confused girls sitting at the back of the class.
seriously, he is SHIT.
but it was super fun with charlyne (:
okay, with IRRITATING cassandra and irritated face (:
omg, irritated face is irritatingly a SUPER GENIUS.
and i love her alot (:
and charlyne too :D
and cassandra too, for going back to class with my wallet trying to find her homeecons bag when it was with us all the while (: ahahah.

cheer up, huixian, things are meant to be forgotten
:D

oh just now i was so bloody pissed.
but thanks to erica , i cheered up alot ((:
THANKS NERD!

i love nerd the most today,
brightening up my night,
there for me and wth-ing away with me (:
cheering me up :D
I LOVE YOU, NERD!

[[10:06 PM;

{Monday, May 01, 2006}

the magic of chocolate
(:
the conversation with NERD
·$7 weird. says:
):
·$7 weird. says:
AutoMessage: doing my damn homework
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
haha
·$7 weird. says:
'tis good for health
·$7 weird. says:
'tis good for thy mind
·$7 weird. says:
thou shalt shut up and concentrate
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
hahh.
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
thou shalt not disturb nerd
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
(:
·$7 weird. says:
ya huh
·$7 weird. says:
AutoMessage: doing my damn homework
·$7 weird. says:
lmao
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
what homework?
·$7 weird. says:
argh thou art supposed to do thy homework/project
·$7 weird. says:
chinese.
·$7 weird. says:
\/\/
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
ahha
·$7 weird. says:
and chem
stupid chem
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
hahaha
·$7 weird. says:
why in thy heavens
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
thou shalt overcome chemestry
·$7 weird. says:
mine wilt art too feeble and weak for formidable chemistry
·$7 weird. says:
wth thts utter crap
When things are just way too much, NERD HERD ; ya huh says:
hahah
·$7 weird. says:
AutoMessage: doing my damn homework

hahh, i love my shakespearen NERD! ((:

yeterday the trng was like SO long please.
we chonographed the whole thing already! (:
but we havent done it yet. WHAT IF WE CANT DO IT?
especially the part where we have to turn to the back. i dont think i will be able to do it. UGH.
im going to go for trng earlier today.
but pris is sick, what if she cant take it?
oh, CHARCOAL HONEY, GET WELL SOON. AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU :D
ysterday, i was very angry at my mum too.
lke she was being so irritating please.
and i was trying so hard to control my anger, and alas, I BROKE. ugh.
and i was very rude, i admit.
but so was she, she doesnt even realise how irritating she is!
UGH
and had to write down all the steps. but still, im scared i will forget the moves.
which I WILL.
and i desperately need my hair to grow rapidly now
as in seriously.

today went to TM with eunice to get grace's present.
and it was really nice (:
we got there at like 10.05? and alot of the shops werent open.
actually, we were supposed to go with choryi, but ..
i dont know .. it was so complicated and confusing.
so anyway, we got home at 12?
and started on the art project.
doing a website (:
but choryi and eunice ended up playing GAMES with my brother.
hahah, i guess since only i know how to do a website, i will be doing it (:
aiya, i dont mind lah, provided i didnt really do anything for the past projects.

the projects are flowing in,
so are the homework.
i cant catch up, can you help me?

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